May 2013
don't read this if it's about you, babe
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i just want to be whoever the fuck i was
when you told me, babe
that you wanted me so badly
and whoever the fuck i was when he
told me i was ‘crazy hot’
and whatever i looked like
i wish to look like now
when makeupless, i caught him staring
and he told me i was beautiful
and back to you, babe
i can’t help but be bitter
because you showed me
and you told me
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literally looking at pictures of how pretty I used to be and how little I used to care
cantankerouscrab:
hi hello if you’re reading this i hope something good happens to you today
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angrynerdyblogger:
do you ever just “what the fuck is the point” so hard that you stop everything you’re doing and stare and pretty much wonder why you don’t vanish from existence because the level of done you are should pretty much deconstruct your biological makeup
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I did go for a run today, and walked to/home from work
buut I still didn’t pick the healthiest sandwich toppings on my break
thinking about the raw diet soon. at least for work.
I want to be a size 6 again, maybe even a 4 this time
just one of those days
where I feel like
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yeah, of course
I had to be the one
born with
problem skin
small ass boobs
yearly excema
weird toes
anxiety
depression
and born into a family with
constant financial problems
constant health issues
terrible communication
and it was my fault
I ate too much
and got too chubby
and I talk too much
because i expect too much
and too many people
to...
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thefashion-room:
Everybody needs somebody.
this immediately made me think of 2737056023 of my...
people: you have to be more lady like
me: suck my dick
WOOOOOO THIRD TIME GOING TO WORK HUNGOVER GUNNA GO FOR A JOG TOO YAY CAFFEINE and thanks to kayla salmon (thefashionroom) for gettin my ass drunk again biatch
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my insecurities
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my hair being so short. I realize that the only way to gro my hair is to stop using heat, keep it moisturized, and to be patient about it, but I don’t feel like I can rock the mini fro, especially because of
my weight
I have started counting calories again, and I created a 10 week challenge I will begin May 13th to help stay on track. The only one I feel like I...
TO EVERYONE WHO THOUGHT THERE WOULD NEVER BE A...
that shit cray
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10 WEEK CHALLENGE
I am on a journey to weight loss, better physical health, improved mental health and confidence, and creative progress!
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My challenge includes limited my TV time, laptop time (I know, how will I get through this), unhealthy options food-wise, as well as making it a rule that I accomplish daily health-related activities such as workouts, journal entries, and meditations.
The challenge...
right now I want
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cake
to be thinner
to watch the campaign
sex
money
in that order
April 2013